I got caught with the smoking gun
I'm not as smart as I thought I was
I'm not as young as I used to be
But there's some fire still burning in me
Every lesson I learned from you
Every record that got me through
Made me who I am today
Where we end up nobody really knows
I'll keep running till my heart explodes
Cause I know it's gotta get better
Sick of making these apologies
Sick of living life down on my knees
Cause I know it's gotta get better
Hold on to what you have
Cause when you go you wont get it back
On the outside all along
When all you wanted was just to belong
Every misstep and broken bone
Every time someone told me no
Made me who I am today
In another life
I’ll find paradise.
credits
from Afterlife,
released November 30, 2018
Produced and Engineered by Will Yip
Mixed by Will Yip and Vince Ratti
Assistant engineering by Justin Anstotz and Phil Odom
Mastered by Ryan Smith at Sterling Sound NYC
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